here lies two opposing selves.

simple things in life make me happy.

a smile. a gentle touch. one nod. one wink. a simple greeting. an act of acknowledgement. a nudge. falling rain. sound of the sea. clouds. stars. a breeze. a hug. love. friendship. floating in the pool - close ur eyes, listen.

but.

guys don't understand.
people fail to appreciate these in modern living.
and i, guilty of the same at times.

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ambitions, i have a few.

yet.

many times, i feel i am not up to it.
sometimes, i feel that it's just not me.
could it be social and self expectation to succeed.

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i want is a simple life.
yet i want to fulfill those (preposterous) ambitions.

in me, lies two opposing selves.