i am sorry. sincerely.

it started with trying to place reservation for some items at XX's sale, plus a friendly sales guy me and xiang met at the changing rooms of Y company.


then it took one big (itchy) mouth of mine and the happy mood (not becos of the incident, ytd was just a happy day) i happened to be in when i recount the incident (of the guy calling the number i left when we placed the reservation, though he had no idea whose number, mine or xiang's, it was) to catalyse collin's pissed-ness*.


*even though he only called once and i missed the call. even though i din call back either. but becos i only find it weird, aint flattered nor offended. and becos i wasn't at all angry about it.


evolved into a ugly picture cos collin is extremely unhappy with me now.


cos despite me noeing he aint happy, i din call nor msg him the whole day until the shop closes. din call him during either of my 2 half hour breaks, which led him to think i dun care enough about him*.


*even though i am extremely moody today and din want to care about anything else. even though the shop is extremely busy today. perhaps i was being extremely self centred today. i just did the thing he did to me one mth back (where i got super duper pissed), and did it worse cos at least he bothers to call and msg me the whole day.


i have nothing to say. i've wrong. so now, i deserved the silence treatment.


*hits myself on the head* i am so stupid. no. i am retarded.
sigh.