warning: excessive schooling kills.

I haven't got the urge to blog lately. For sure at this very moment, many uni students are lamenting the start of school. Allow me to join their rank and scream my guts off..

SCHOOL'S KILLING ME!!

Two weeks into the new semester and readings are piling mountain high. The thing is I haven't been setting my priorities right - been going out, basically doing any other thing than getting my ass down to STUDY. Stress. Stress. Stress.

Inhale. Exhale. Inhale. Exhale.

I really should off my laptop now and go do some readings. But I'm feeling really sleepy now. Been feeling tired very often nowadays.. I'm only 20, my body shouldn't be deteriorating this way!!

ARGHHH..

Inhale. Exhale. Inhale. Exhale.

Ok. I think I am being extremely whiny and unnecessary panicky up to this point. Sorry to my friends if I haven't been exactly going out of the way to help, haven't been there more often than I would like to, if I am even there at all.. I just need some time for myself. Desperately.

Note to a few friends,

Jas,
be strong. I really hope to be there to tide through this period with you. Really screwed for time nowadays. If I ain't there physically, pls know I am always there mentally. I don't want to make promises but I'll try to be there as often as I can. Hugs.

Ruthie babe,
happy happy birthday!! The girl with a generosity I can never keep up. To you, I have nothing but gratefulness (and friendship of course). I feel sorry for being on the receiving end most of the time though. Appreciate your friendship really.. Love you. Wishing you all the happiness in the world on this very special day.

Lastly,
I love Collin. (And he loves me too!) One and only. Thats all I have to say.