die! die! die! i embrace u but u hit me back double.

die! die! die! i embrace u but u hit me back double.

it's gonna be a rant-y post today.

cause..

cause..


my skin condition, ie complexion, just took a turn for the WORSE in one freaking day!!

i think it's rashes but rashes are supposed to be numerous and small and red and itchy. but mine is F**KING MANY and BIG and RED and ITCHY (don't worry, i dare not scratch it a single bit)!!!

looks like some kind of allergy but the only not usual thing i've consumed was a tiny weeny gulp of kilkenny the night before. and my face was okay when i woke up in the morning, i only discovered the bumps when i was to go out in the evening. how could it had transpire over the day???

tmd. seriously, i don't know what i do. fact is i probably have not done anything at all. i think my face is cursed. one and a half years - that's how long this (sudden) breakout been traumatising me. indeed traumatising.

MAJOR SIGH~

it's saddening 'cause just one day ago, i've received numerous comments on how my skin condition has improved lately. and NOW!?!?!?

i find my situation amusingly exasperating. helpless. i must have spent hundreds but it seems like they are attention seekers. the more attention and care you shower them, the more rebellious they become.

i say GET LOST!!!

i don't want to see the world till it gets better. pls ignore me. :(