rethinking issues.

there seems to be a lot more things i ain't putting up on my blog anymore.

you never know who's reading; then you got to keep in mind sensitivities; (still) more importantly, you never know who's reading and text is like how easily misinterpreted (so this is where the false information start spreading).

anyway, i have been re-thinking some issues.

ever since the start of this semester, i've been so busy with school i realise i haven't been really there for some friends. some serious matters happen here and there, i want to be there but more often than not, i brush them aside, comforting myself by saying it isn't 'cause i don't want to be there but i can't. i haven't really been a good friend.

i am also trying to restart some friendships from zero - those friendships that go awry once you know something you really shouldn't. then everyone start to act weird, mainly myself, and everything start to go downhill from there. it shouldn't be.

lastly, i am thinking of this highly controversial issue. it's difficult to even suggest it to friends so i rather keep it to myself for the time being. serious consequences and we'll see where my feelings lead me.. in any case, i don't wish for it to turn out bad.

(Hallmark is showing Tuesdays with Morrie. on TV. there goes sleep..)