Random shout-outs.

Ok, exams are round the corner, and I am 30% through projects and assignments and 0% through any module.

Yay. I am reaping what I sow from the start of semester till now - not studying AT ALL. Coolness.

But nvm, not that I am panicking yet. (I wonder why.)

I am going to say it again, so bear with me, "TO HELL WITH SEM 2s!"

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Anyway,

ilurvetoshop no more.

I am hatching a plan, to move my blog. And that will mean a new blog skin and the whole package that goes along with it. Hopefully, I am disciplined enough to only do that after examinations. Heh.

And here's a exemplification of why I am piscean. As much as I want to move on to a new phrase in life, I always look back and think of the "has beens" and "what ifs". Excessively I would say, which is why I think I can be the most indecisive person alive.

Make a decision and stick with it, damnit. I mean how difficult is that. *strangles myself*

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Lastly, this may be belated news for some of you.

To the people of 26/02, check your mails for something exciting! Accept the invitation and start injecting some life into it, would you!?

Look forward to seeing you peeps soon. :)

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Not really a problem specified to me but I am left wondering,

it's just the decision to love whole heartedly or not to love at all.

It's so simple. Then how it is we make it so complicated.


Let's all run to the nunneries (or monasteries).

So the Buddha teaches that love is an attachment.

Quoting this website,

"our own projections, selfish expectations and exaggerations are the foundations
of attachment and the unavoidable disappointment."

Since we are ordinary folks, hence the desire to love is inherent and inevitable. Perhaps we should love without a idealised goal/outcome in mind; give without expecting any return/reciprocity; say no good things of our lovers.

But that will make us all semi gods and goddesses, isn't it?

If I make any sense at all, this is why I am saying - it is so damn bloody difficult.


Amitabha.

Deliver us please.