happy birthday, uncle!

i m deadbeat. but i shall blog.. for the sake of anyone, if any, who has nothing to do and decides to visit my blog.

perhaps i shld change the name of this blog. lynn is right. my blog name is so.. without a meaning. its just a convenient name to use since it is the same user name as my hotmail/yahoo/gmail/straitstimes-interactive/frenster and subsequently doodleboard/photobucket/hello and many more.

shopping? of cos i still LOVE shopping!! perhaps every other girly girl does. which render my [ilurvetoshop] girly, bimbotic and obsolete. shallow. urps..

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celebrated collin's dad birthday one day in advance today. we got him a black adidas clima-cool polo tee. it's funny because whether it is his birthday or collin's mum/brother/collin, he is always the one footing the bill ultimately. *grins*

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, UNCLE!!!!!
(though i am 101% sure he won't see this.)

a man with humour at his age, he asked us (me and june, collin's brother's gf) to go to their house for a countdown to his birthday. haha. we spent the countdown desperately trying to make collin understand the mathematical solution behind the "magic" card trick collin showed us initially. (FYI: collin has no idea why the trick works and only noes how to perform it. haha.) 12:00am came. and went. no birthday song. no birthday cake. we din even touch the 3 cans of tiger beer that's on the table. so much for a countdown. haha.

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someone dreamt of MY boyfren and msged him that SHE did. yes, a gal. an ex-gf actually. seriously i m not jealous. not a single tinge. perhaps i feel she meant no harm. but the fact that i noe she has a bf herself now leads me to think if it is a right thing to do. so i asked..

me: if i dreamt of my ex and msg him, will you be angry if u found out?
collin: i think yes. but maybe it will be petty to be angry.
(paused)
collin: i will ask u wat u dream about and y u wanna msg him? it depends whether its just frens.. or something more. (ya?)
me: haha. but i dun have his no. anymore!!
collin: so u will msg him if u have his no. la.

wahahahahahaha. no. i dun think i will do that. for the fact that i noe my ex has a gf now too. and most imptly, my commitment to collin. (note: its different from obligation!!) y would i wanna put my relationship on the rocks and put someone i love so much in torturing doubts?

learning point?? nothing.

haha. seriously.. i concluded that probably 1st love, for gals esp., is hard to forget. cos it is often in that relationship, u noe nothing, make mistakes and just leave the relationship with lots of regrets and doubts. but in life, you take some, you give some. from each relationship you grow and it just gets better (hopefully).


sometimes i asked collin too much "what ifs" i think i irritate the hell outta him. ok! i correct myself. i DID irritate the hell outta him each and every time i do that. but i enjoy it! i mean the asking part. i hope he is not so easily irritable. heh.