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FACT IS YOU FREAKING LIE TO ME. AND I DON'T CARE WHY YOU HAD TO LIE TO ME 'CAUSE THE POINT IS YOU DID. AND YOUR VERY 1ST INSTINCT WAS TO KEEP IT FROM ME (DON'T YOU DARE DENY THIS). SHALL I SAY IF I NEVER HAD FIND OUT, YOU WILL KEEP ME IN THE DARK. IN THE 1ST PLACE, I NEVER MEANT TO PROBE - IT WAS ALL BY CHANCE. AND IT SUCKS BIG TIME I HAVE TO FIND OUT THIS WAY. NOTHING MAY HAVE HAPPENED BUT BY NOT BEING HONEST ABOUT IT, WHAT ARE YOU GUILTY OF? WHAT ARE YOU TRYING TO HIDE? YOU THINK YOU DID IT TO SAVE ME FROM THINKING TOO MUCH. WHY DON'T YOU SAY YOU DID IT TO SAVE YOURSELF THE TROUBLE OF EXPLAINING. I AM ANGRY 'CAUSE YOU ASSUME I WILL OVER THINK THE SITUATION. I AM ANGERED FURTHER BY THE FACT YOU CHOOSE TO KEEP ME IN THE DARK RIGHT FROM THE BEGINNING. 'CAUSE IN THE 1ST PLACE, IF YOU WERE HAVE TOLD ME WHO KNOWS I WILL BE OK WITH IT. NOT AS IF YOU DID SOMETHING YOU HAVE TO HIDE. WHAT DO I HAVE AGAINST A HI? OR MAYBE YOU HAD TO HIDE COS THERE WAS MORE. SEE? I AM MAKING GUESSES. 'CAUSE RIGHT NOW YOU ARE MAKING ME FEEL YOU PROLLY HADN'T BEEN HONEST AT ALL. FACT IS I AM OKAY IF YOU TOLD ME THE TRUTH. I WILL BE OKAY 'CAUSE I WILL BELIEVE WHAT YOU TOLD ME, AND I TRUSTED YOU (YOU WANTED ME TO TRUST YOU BUT YOU AIN'T BEING HONEST. WHAT IRONY.). I AM NOT UNHAPPY WITH THE SITUATION ITSELF. (SWEAR MY BLOODY HEART OUT. DON'T ASSUME I WILL.) IN FACT I BELIEVE WHAT YOU SAID TO ME JUST NOW AND I AM NOT OVER THINKING THE SITUATION. WHAT I AM INDIGNANT ABOUT NOW IS THE FACT YOU LIED TO ME. ("NOT SAYING THE RIGHT THING?" PLEASE REPEAT THAT TO URSELF A DOZEN TIMES AND YOU WILL PROLLY START LUFFING AT YOURSELF. YES, IT MEANS YOU ARE LYING.) I AIN'T OK NOW 'CAUSE I WANTED TO TRUST YOU, I WANTED TO GIVE YOU THE BENEFIT OF DOUBT AND YOU FREAKING THROW IT ALL DOWN THE DRAIN. THANKS FOR BREACHING IT ALL 'CAUSE I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO BELIEVE ANYMORE. SO MUCH TALK ABOUT TRUST.. WHEN YOU AIN'T EVEN HONEST ENOUGH. I SAID MY PIECE.

p.s.: i don't mean to rake up the past but when you mentioned you think it is 'nothing' it just reminds me of the Topshop guy incident. i thought it was nothing and i told you and you got angry with me. this time round, you thought it was nothing and you choose not to tell me. wells.. tell me who make a bigger boo boo here. i think i really said enough.