emotions stirred.

i forgot how i used to look into the mirror and love what i see.. i mean totally in love with who i am. my confidence level's dipping.. *shrugs*

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had a petty tiff with collin ytd night.

i gave it a deep thot before i replied him this evening that i m sorry too.
to which he replied:
"no i'm sorry.. i'm just not appreciating you enough.. sorry"

i realise how i often do things for him and expect to be appreciated. a less than appreciative notion makes me tad disappointed, whether i voice it or not. thats wrong.. thats why i apologised too. afterall, i shld understand my bf is a very-not-vocal collin.

while i sometimes wish collin would whisper sweet-nothings to me more often, i also realise it is becos of the fact he doesnt do it often.. when he does, he really moves me. just like that msg above.

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met up with my cousins today.
thanks for the wonderful day out.
i enjoyed myself immensely..
it just reiterates how blessed i am to have u guys.
*smile*

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school is into its 3rd week now. and i seriously have not touched a single thing. i haven even got all my books ready.

i gotta start somewhere.. bad me. i promise i'll do all the catching up this week.

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listening to: Jay Chou's 2004 Incomparable live cd.

if u love jay, u gotta have this. if u think he is ok, u gotta get it to think he is great!!
i am not an avid fan but i think this is great!!

it makes me emotional somehow.. like now.




overwhelmed with a strange kind of sadness.. with a tinge of happiness?
recent events leave me exhausted. or maybe this is just another momentary feeling..