i m twenty!
i am technicallly speaking, TWENTY YEARS OLD for 16 hours and 11 mins up to this point of time. and yea, it is not that bad afterall. another cornerstone of my life.. and i am gonna make my big TWO work. ie. to start studying for goodness sake. hahaha. not only that of cos.. but shhh.. wishes are not meant to be divulge if you want it to materialise.
so far i have 3 people telling me they prefer my former skin. 2 people telling me it is 2 different concepts and thus not comparable. 1 person liking it.. and the only avid supporter is ME. hahaha. i agree this is more "dark" and "not-so-cheery", but it also meant i got the whole theme of the skin across. something more heavy and negative.. to suit my age (read:old). haha.. kidding. the point is,
i find her really ---------------------------------->
very beautiful. yea.. i like this skin.
today is my birthday and i am AT HOME. hahaha. [cue: gasp.] i understand how sinful it is to admit to that but i gotta stay home and study for my friday test which i know nuts about. and i'll probably not be home from tonight* to tmr night.. which leaves me no choice. (*if we are really going mambo that is.) but i am ok.. birthdays ain't lavishly celebrated events for me anyway. on top of that, many seems to be too bogged down with exams, thesis. work and projects to even spare time to meet up. sigh..
i went down to retrieve the letters today and i got a BIRTHDAY CARD from SURYANI AND GIMHUI. man~ totally caught me off guard but it's a really pleasant surprise. *grinning from ear to ear* and thanks for all the SMSes (which i dutifully replied cos ppl were complaining last yr that i din reply to their birthday wishes). it feels good to be remembered.. thanks alot ppl. really.
today is also the day where collin will embark on his exercise ChewBone and ChewHermit. basically some survival and navigation course. which means i won't be able to hear him for the next 9-10 days. yesterday night when he called, i shed my 1st tear since he left me for brunei on 14 february 2005. yea.. i promise to be strong but i do miss him badly now. the prospect of not being able to see him is bad enuf. and now, i won't even be able to hear him.. at least he will back like in 2 weeks time. i should count myself lucky.
why do i say that? cos ting's german bf, ralf is going back to germany tomorrow morning. how saddening.. it's been some time since i see ting in such stable relationship. i guess she is right when she said love is a different thing when there is a time limit to it. like you tend to give your all when you could.. not to worry if you are giving too much but if u are giving too little.
so far i have 3 people telling me they prefer my former skin. 2 people telling me it is 2 different concepts and thus not comparable. 1 person liking it.. and the only avid supporter is ME. hahaha. i agree this is more "dark" and "not-so-cheery", but it also meant i got the whole theme of the skin across. something more heavy and negative.. to suit my age (read:old). haha.. kidding. the point is,
i find her really ---------------------------------->
very beautiful. yea.. i like this skin.
today is my birthday and i am AT HOME. hahaha. [cue: gasp.] i understand how sinful it is to admit to that but i gotta stay home and study for my friday test which i know nuts about. and i'll probably not be home from tonight* to tmr night.. which leaves me no choice. (*if we are really going mambo that is.) but i am ok.. birthdays ain't lavishly celebrated events for me anyway. on top of that, many seems to be too bogged down with exams, thesis. work and projects to even spare time to meet up. sigh..
i went down to retrieve the letters today and i got a BIRTHDAY CARD from SURYANI AND GIMHUI. man~ totally caught me off guard but it's a really pleasant surprise. *grinning from ear to ear* and thanks for all the SMSes (which i dutifully replied cos ppl were complaining last yr that i din reply to their birthday wishes). it feels good to be remembered.. thanks alot ppl. really.
today is also the day where collin will embark on his exercise ChewBone and ChewHermit. basically some survival and navigation course. which means i won't be able to hear him for the next 9-10 days. yesterday night when he called, i shed my 1st tear since he left me for brunei on 14 february 2005. yea.. i promise to be strong but i do miss him badly now. the prospect of not being able to see him is bad enuf. and now, i won't even be able to hear him.. at least he will back like in 2 weeks time. i should count myself lucky.
why do i say that? cos ting's german bf, ralf is going back to germany tomorrow morning. how saddening.. it's been some time since i see ting in such stable relationship. i guess she is right when she said love is a different thing when there is a time limit to it. like you tend to give your all when you could.. not to worry if you are giving too much but if u are giving too little.
[ting.. we'll be here for you yea. always here.
you still have us and we'll help you tide thru this period together.]
you still have us and we'll help you tide thru this period together.]
once again, HAPPY BIRTHDAY to myself. hahaha.
yea.. twenty is not that bad.
twenty.one is ok too [tink R(A) movies, casino entrance, selected club joints entrance, etc].
but from twenty.two onwards, pls address me as twentysomething.
heh. muakx.
yea.. twenty is not that bad.
twenty.one is ok too [tink R(A) movies, casino entrance, selected club joints entrance, etc].
but from twenty.two onwards, pls address me as twentysomething.
heh. muakx.
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