life is still GOOD!

if i have been sounding negative lately.. sorry. i din mean to.

'cos i am still very much happy with my life.

things may be screwed now.. lagging like shit in uni, confusion over choosing nus arts or smu biz, protective parents, bad complexion, untone bod, some frens you dun understand, not enough money to shop, messy room, etc etc.

but if you look at it, it is all nitty gritty things of life. but too many a times, we are so immersed in our immediate environment we fail to see the bigger picture.

for me, the bigger picture is to ensure i am happy.

i get stress up with school stuff. fine.. i shan't study, shan't hand up my work and procastinate projects. academically, i may suffer but the key is at least i am happy.

people may tink i have mixed up priorties, coincidentally these people are the ones who think studying is our priorty. but to me, my priority is very clear and it's those people who ain't seeing the bigger picture. unless studying like a dog makes them happy.. so be it.

i think it is ultimately what you want out of life. the most pressing problems now (like catching up with my studies.. sigh) does not necessary equate to the important issues of LIFE. it's a different ball game altogether.

let me refresh your memory with wat mr gui said,

"just relax. what's the worst that can happen?" =)

digression:
perhaps strange but i really like mr gui's apparent cheery and carefree disposition though i don't know him well. mr gui is my last sem's icm tutor and lecturer. too bad he left nus to further his studies already.
and oh!!! collin just called me after surviving his 09 days in brunei jungles and he got his JCC badge already. *so proud of him*