i shall believe if you tell me so.

i am skeptical. i have my doubts. maybe i am not the one.
but it doesn't mean i am inferior in anyway - that i am confident.

you sure? i asked.

i may be courting trouble, probing for something i may not even want to know.
but i also have to be practical. avoiding reality is not the way for matters like this one.

it shouldn't be because you will miss my silly acts,
or you may lose the entitlement to my smile.
it shouldn't be a matter of habit. i don't want to be an intermission.

so you sure? i asked again.

you said it. and i believe you.

love works on faith more often than not.

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xiang says even if in the end things don't work out, there's always a reason why God put you in it.

dorcas says people always think negatively of situations.

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i don't want promises about the future. i need none of those.

it is good enough when you know what you want at present.
and enjoy the times you have now.