the storm is over. almost.
One moment my arms are around him. The next moment, I shove his arms off me and wanted to strangle him to death. While my mood fluctuates between being forgiving and anger, I settled for the former eventually. It is always easier to forgive and I know with my dory-like memory, I will soon forget.
In the 1st place, I want to forget since I have chosen to let it go. There is no point really in holding any grudges against him. It is a stupid thing to lie about and I suppose he realise his folly.
Am I being soft hearted, you ask? I am only being rational and practical about the situation. Afterall, what done cannot be undone.
Like I said, I ain't angry with the incident itself. I am angry 'cause he had to lie to me for something as minor as this. I was so angry I felt like crying (I did shed a tear or two), mixed with utmost disappointment and sadness that this has to happen.
Thank youuu Dorcas 'da BOMB for being there to comfort me. The guilty one, in his bid to be honest with me, told me what you did. (He did ask me not to tell you. Wahaha. Nvm. Now there is no secrets.) And I appreciate it, even though I asked you NOT to! Haha. I still love you for this. I shall keep in mind - INTENTION!! *smile. Of 'cause, thankies to Xiang and Daniel for their listening ears. And those SMSes and tags I received - A big thank you really.
A few msged me and asked me not to give up 'cause we've been through so much after all. I think it is not the number of storms we braved that determines our togetherness. Neither is it determine by the length of the relationship. We are together simply because we still have love for each other.
Should we not be together one day, I hope to look back and see this as a meaningful experience. I mean how many people get to spend such large amount of quality time with another in a lifetime.
As we lie in each other's arms, I said just hope it wouldn't hurt so much. He nods.
I think we are moving on the right track.
Anything more, it's called a pleasant surprise.
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