zouk. ting. 26/02 gals.
[be prepared to read alot. consider urself warned.]
incredulous as it may sound, i went for my 1st time clubbing yesterday night with sindy, alicia, huiling, fang and meng. that is if you do not take AJ's after-prom-party at MU into consideration cos that whole night, i am basically clutching my stomach at the corner of the club watching specifically this couple on the dancefloor dancing explicitly (eeks). GASTRICS. how pathetic.. i probably din eat much at the prom - snapping photos the whole night as usual - and aggravated by the rounds of [cai quan] with collin and his classmates where losers had to down beer, i couldn't even stand straight even though i very much wanted to join the fun at the dance floor. sigh..
anyway.. this time round i enjoyed myself through and through. we went zouk - it's MAMBO night!!! the music fairly passed the mark and i am amazed how people around me seems to know exactly when to shout what and how to clap. it didn't help that fang, huiling and i were technically 1st time clubbers, we could only stared at each other in bewilderment each time something like that happened. but all in all, it was GREAT FUN!!! i guess it is ultimately who you go with that matters.. sindy taught me to elbow the guys who come tad too close. alicia protected me from guys who tried to be funny. so yea.. great fun though it din end up pretty.
being sua-gu(s), we got sindy to recommend the drinks - we had 2 tequila pop and 2 vodka lime. huiling and fang din drink much, so me and ali have to go "ok.. you drink half i drink half" despite me being a renown lousy drinker. but yes.. i do need some alcohol to get me going thru the night. dancing was fun.. until i got dehydrated and had stitches at one point, then towards the very end, i am so tired i squat down on the dance floor a few times to "catch my breath".
it's funny how the body only starts showing reaction when i stop dancing cos the moment i step out of the dancefloor, i felt giddiness and finally made it in time to puke in the toilet, though i did so at the basin much to the toilet auntie's dismay. (but i cleared up my own mess *i am good* and she was thankful and helpful at the same time by giving me lotsa tissue. heh.) it feels good to be vomitting then.. getting some of my dinner (need i elaborate?) and alcohol out of my system.
but i am sober. seriously.
things took a turn for the worse when i had to board meng's car to meet a very depressed ting at the airport - add motion sickness with a clenched stomach. another bout of vomit. and this time i wasn't relief i felt when puking, it felt real bad. i am regretting already. my bigger concern was how i am going to be ting's pillar of support when i can't even stand tall for myself. urg.. totally wasted. and disappointing too. (thanks meng and fang for your many plastic bags, tolerating with the stench and sound effects i possibly created at the back of your car and basically just making sure that one drunk gal and one sad gal are fine.)
i got off the car when we arrived at the airport and puke somemore (mostly liquid by now) at the toilet. *pls kill me* the amount of time i spent puking in various toilets meant that ralf was already gone by the time we reached her. damn.. how stupid me. there sits ting in the viewing gallery with puffy eyes.. and all i could do was to give her a deep hug then lie dead on the floor while she consoled me (such irony..) and she showed us what ralf left behind for her (which is really funny and saddening at the same time).
on the way to ting's hse, i puked a little more (still sucks like hell). till i entered her bedroom and her mum came in to talk, i had to pick myself up despite bloodshot eyes and a very distorted state of mind. when i could take it no more, i simply look the other direction and closed my eyes. seemingly taking the cue, her mum left the room. i must have fell asleep on ting's bed shortly and she had to settle for the mattress (that was laid out for me actually. heh). so far, zero damage control done. now it got me wondering if ting had fell asleep as swiftly as i did.
like wat the heck. seriously i have never puke cos of alcohol prior THE night. (not that i have been drinking alot la.. per contra, i do so rarely.) other times.. i do get tipsy and high, much to the amusement of frens who have witnessed my drunken state. i was sober and puking real bad this time round. seriously, never again. never.
so i woke up this morning and amazingly experienced no hangover, ting's mum was kind enuf to prepare breakfast for us. boy, i am hungry but couldn't eat much. the only positive thing about puking was that i save on the amount of calories i could have piled if my stomach would have digested those food. haha. i sound bulimic now. rest assure i am NOT.
spent the whole afternoon with ting talking, looking through photo after photo, recounting events.. both mine and hers. it got really sad at one point when she showed me what ralf wrote for her in her diary and on the card where she had me read out what was written. i couldn't help crying. it felt so sad. i felt so sad for ting. for the both of them. it felt so sad that love has to be so hard.
in the light of this heart wrenching experience i see ting go thru, collin's temporary departure seems incomparable and minuscule. i hope it somehow works and ting gets to go to germany to pursue both love and studies. i hate to see her go.. but that will be selfish cos her heart is probably not here anymore. from now till prolly may or june, pls be strong.
i left ting at bout 4:30pm and went to meet the 26/02 gals for dinner at billy bombers (heeren) as promised. ali din turn up cos she wasn't feeling well from last night - vomited too and hangover. poor girl.. haha. and weilin had to work. which leaves the eight of us - sindy, huiling, the twins, jasmyn, fengxue, pearlyn and me. it's good to see everyone's doing fine. an agitated huiling. a gentle and very much in love chaochia. haha. we took quite alot of pics which i shall upload when i am more free.
because..
up to this time, i have spent 2 hours penning the above entry. and i have a test at 2pm later in the day which i seriously noes NUTS about. thanks to my procastination, laziness and many other circumstances and excuses. thus, i shall not sleep today till i cover all 6 chapters of programming.. i deserve this. *smacks myself*
i gotta make some real resolutions and make sure i stick to them! i must! I MUST!!!
hell.. now i got bloody rashes on both arms, my left shoulder and right knee. i have no freaking idea how they came about but they bloody hell pls disappear when i wake up tomorrow, that is if i get to sleep at all. tell me i screw up sem.two totally.. I SO BLOODY HELL DID.
incredulous as it may sound, i went for my 1st time clubbing yesterday night with sindy, alicia, huiling, fang and meng. that is if you do not take AJ's after-prom-party at MU into consideration cos that whole night, i am basically clutching my stomach at the corner of the club watching specifically this couple on the dancefloor dancing explicitly (eeks). GASTRICS. how pathetic.. i probably din eat much at the prom - snapping photos the whole night as usual - and aggravated by the rounds of [cai quan] with collin and his classmates where losers had to down beer, i couldn't even stand straight even though i very much wanted to join the fun at the dance floor. sigh..
anyway.. this time round i enjoyed myself through and through. we went zouk - it's MAMBO night!!! the music fairly passed the mark and i am amazed how people around me seems to know exactly when to shout what and how to clap. it didn't help that fang, huiling and i were technically 1st time clubbers, we could only stared at each other in bewilderment each time something like that happened. but all in all, it was GREAT FUN!!! i guess it is ultimately who you go with that matters.. sindy taught me to elbow the guys who come tad too close. alicia protected me from guys who tried to be funny. so yea.. great fun though it din end up pretty.
being sua-gu(s), we got sindy to recommend the drinks - we had 2 tequila pop and 2 vodka lime. huiling and fang din drink much, so me and ali have to go "ok.. you drink half i drink half" despite me being a renown lousy drinker. but yes.. i do need some alcohol to get me going thru the night. dancing was fun.. until i got dehydrated and had stitches at one point, then towards the very end, i am so tired i squat down on the dance floor a few times to "catch my breath".
it's funny how the body only starts showing reaction when i stop dancing cos the moment i step out of the dancefloor, i felt giddiness and finally made it in time to puke in the toilet, though i did so at the basin much to the toilet auntie's dismay. (but i cleared up my own mess *i am good* and she was thankful and helpful at the same time by giving me lotsa tissue. heh.) it feels good to be vomitting then.. getting some of my dinner (need i elaborate?) and alcohol out of my system.
but i am sober. seriously.
things took a turn for the worse when i had to board meng's car to meet a very depressed ting at the airport - add motion sickness with a clenched stomach. another bout of vomit. and this time i wasn't relief i felt when puking, it felt real bad. i am regretting already. my bigger concern was how i am going to be ting's pillar of support when i can't even stand tall for myself. urg.. totally wasted. and disappointing too. (thanks meng and fang for your many plastic bags, tolerating with the stench and sound effects i possibly created at the back of your car and basically just making sure that one drunk gal and one sad gal are fine.)
i got off the car when we arrived at the airport and puke somemore (mostly liquid by now) at the toilet. *pls kill me* the amount of time i spent puking in various toilets meant that ralf was already gone by the time we reached her. damn.. how stupid me. there sits ting in the viewing gallery with puffy eyes.. and all i could do was to give her a deep hug then lie dead on the floor while she consoled me (such irony..) and she showed us what ralf left behind for her (which is really funny and saddening at the same time).
on the way to ting's hse, i puked a little more (still sucks like hell). till i entered her bedroom and her mum came in to talk, i had to pick myself up despite bloodshot eyes and a very distorted state of mind. when i could take it no more, i simply look the other direction and closed my eyes. seemingly taking the cue, her mum left the room. i must have fell asleep on ting's bed shortly and she had to settle for the mattress (that was laid out for me actually. heh). so far, zero damage control done. now it got me wondering if ting had fell asleep as swiftly as i did.
like wat the heck. seriously i have never puke cos of alcohol prior THE night. (not that i have been drinking alot la.. per contra, i do so rarely.) other times.. i do get tipsy and high, much to the amusement of frens who have witnessed my drunken state. i was sober and puking real bad this time round. seriously, never again. never.
so i woke up this morning and amazingly experienced no hangover, ting's mum was kind enuf to prepare breakfast for us. boy, i am hungry but couldn't eat much. the only positive thing about puking was that i save on the amount of calories i could have piled if my stomach would have digested those food. haha. i sound bulimic now. rest assure i am NOT.
spent the whole afternoon with ting talking, looking through photo after photo, recounting events.. both mine and hers. it got really sad at one point when she showed me what ralf wrote for her in her diary and on the card where she had me read out what was written. i couldn't help crying. it felt so sad. i felt so sad for ting. for the both of them. it felt so sad that love has to be so hard.
in the light of this heart wrenching experience i see ting go thru, collin's temporary departure seems incomparable and minuscule. i hope it somehow works and ting gets to go to germany to pursue both love and studies. i hate to see her go.. but that will be selfish cos her heart is probably not here anymore. from now till prolly may or june, pls be strong.
i left ting at bout 4:30pm and went to meet the 26/02 gals for dinner at billy bombers (heeren) as promised. ali din turn up cos she wasn't feeling well from last night - vomited too and hangover. poor girl.. haha. and weilin had to work. which leaves the eight of us - sindy, huiling, the twins, jasmyn, fengxue, pearlyn and me. it's good to see everyone's doing fine. an agitated huiling. a gentle and very much in love chaochia. haha. we took quite alot of pics which i shall upload when i am more free.
because..
up to this time, i have spent 2 hours penning the above entry. and i have a test at 2pm later in the day which i seriously noes NUTS about. thanks to my procastination, laziness and many other circumstances and excuses. thus, i shall not sleep today till i cover all 6 chapters of programming.. i deserve this. *smacks myself*
i gotta make some real resolutions and make sure i stick to them! i must! I MUST!!!
hell.. now i got bloody rashes on both arms, my left shoulder and right knee. i have no freaking idea how they came about but they bloody hell pls disappear when i wake up tomorrow, that is if i get to sleep at all. tell me i screw up sem.two totally.. I SO BLOODY HELL DID.
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