*applause please*

i have [completed 2 projects, near-completing 1 more] over the last week or so. 1 more untouched but we gotta start on that tomorrow. aim to complete the 3rd by today. jiayou ba!

things are going rather smoothly now. and i hope to have time to start studying soon. one whole sem of stuffy to complete in one month. i have alot of grounds to cover for sure.

sometimes, when you question too much on the purpose of doing some stuff you don't really want to do, you get disheartened. you don't feel like doing it; you don't catch up; you lag behind somemore; the more disheartened you get. it is a VICIOUS CYCLE.

so i decided, i shan't question the purpose and just do it. at least i have my reward at the end of it - my 3 months hols!!! woah.. just thinking of it flies me to the moon.

let me start picking up my life from now on. please.

i hate to always lose the steam. sometimes, u get so motivated to start on something. the next moment, you forgot all about and go back to the old ways. just gimme a break and don't let it happen this time. i want to have my 3 months' hols in peace.

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i see some of my frens going through a rough patch now. i hope i can do more to help. please don't be negative. please don't be sad. please don't entertain such horrendous thoughts. just forget him. just let go of her. but sad to say, matters of the heart ain't that simple to cure.

i just hope u guys can see through the smog soon. be strong. one failed relationship means nothing. even if it means something, it is that this relationship taught you how to love better the next one that comes.

have faith that there is someone out there destined for you and only you. someone better. someone who loves you as much as you do. i know how easy it is for people to babble stuff like that to you. but it is all we can do. ultimately it is you who decides to gather your strength together to pick up the pieces. just remember when you do, we will be helping you to do just that.