heated.

collin and i always engage in a heated discussion (read: near squabble) whenever i bring up the topic of my academic plans. i feel he don't understand how i feel and read my thinkings as immature and random. it brings me to the verge of frustration when i feel i cannot make him understand my point while he brings out motherhood statements which i feel i obviously know.

then tonight, with a slip of the tongue, i blurt that he prolly hasn't reached this kind of stage where he starts to think about future plans. damn.. i think i pissed him off totally by saying that. despite me apologising and saying i take that statement back, he din flare but insisted to know why i said that, stating it as irrelevant though agreeing that i am prolly frustrated cos he dun see eye to eye to how i feel.

i think i just spoilt the entire maple-syrupy-sweet week we created. urps.

i still love you nonetheless. heh.

i was just hoping you would understand without such lengthy discussions, like you always do for other topics other than this. for now, i shall just restrict such discussions to fellow uni mates - who will perfectly understand.