hair. hubbing. school.

my computer clock reads 3:34 AM now.. and i must reach TM at 10:oo AM. so i decided since i will never get enuf sleep this way.. might as well spend some time updating my blog. (though my blog is VERY updated already. i blog everyday nowadays. kinda like a habit now.)

i am less devastated now. cos i m psycho-ing myself that my hair looks great!! humans being very adaptable creatures.. my hair colour is beginning to look alright to those ard me.. and most of all.. to myself. i decided that if even me myself isnt convinced that i look good.. then no one else will. so no matter what you say now.. i m going to think positive.

i look good. i look GREAT!

i shld be going down to colour bar to change the colour nonetheless. i called up garry, the stylist who did my hair on tuesday and went..

me: hello garry ah? you noe who am i or not? starhub girl.
garry: oh.. starhub girl ah. hello hello.. why?
me (sounding sad): aiyo.. my hair colour.. my boss says cannot. cos under the spotlights very bright. =(
garry: huh? then how? but very nice leh.. all my colleagues say very nice when you left.
me: ya lo.. i like it alot too. my colleagues also say its nice. but bo bian leh..
garry: i tell you.. you try to apply wax or gel.. dun apply the dry type like mud or clay. this will make the hair look darker temporarily. go home wash off then the colour will be back.
me: ohh.. ok lo. i try and see what my boss says. but if really cannot how? by when must i come back?
garry: between 3 days to a week. you try 1st lo.. if not very ke xi leh.. so nice.
me: ya lo.. i try to talk my way around. thanks huh. byebye.

wahahaha.. so i think i m going down this sunday. act devastated.. so i dun hurt his pride. i noe he really like what he did to my hair. cos after everything.. he even ask if he can take photos of my hair. haha. actually.. its nice. and he is actually pretty good.. as in he has his ideas about what we wanna do to my hair. i like hairstylists who are lidat. i just dun like the colour.

btw, its official. next wednesday is my LAST day of hubbing. its been great hubbing the past weeks. i begin to feel we have previously misunderstood adrian. he is really very nice. today.. me and yiyi went to tell him that 29th will be our last day and he simply went.. "ok". same old him. he is indeed endearing. like a welfare manager. god bless him.

results will be out this 26th. i m not at all excited. i expect i do not so well. but hopefully i dun do that bad. *keep my fings crossed* then i will go down to SMU and ask if i can transfer to SMU biz.

actually.. i have been making very sporadic decisions lately. 1st, i declared my ICM major. then i applied for a minor in NUS biz. i made up my mind i am going to do French1 next sem despite all the advice. now i am going to apply for transfer to SMU biz. whatever, whoever accepts me.. i will make a decision from there. sometimes.. i feel i am not taking this seriously at all. at times.. i feel i am. now.. i feel i am like picking watever thats thrown at me. any chance if i can try applying for transfer to NUS Biz. lemme noe if you know how..

i think i screwed up my As. so now i am reaping what i sow.. i am blaming no one.. but myself. i m not regretting. its just a pity how things turn out to be this way.

whats the worse that can happen?

i still have my ICM at the end of the day. a bachelor of arts in ICM. so i m cool with it.. watever it is.. i m going to work hard next sem. mark my words..