hubbing..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO
~*~*~MENGSOON~*~*~
Hey yo bro.. sorry ya. unable to celebrate with ya. but i think fang's presence is all that matters anyway. heh. nonetheless, hope you enjoy ur day. omg.. you are seriously ageing. heh.

suddenly it struck me why i kinda like blogging. one of the reasons being me enjoying giving DA DAO LI, discovering and coming up with philosophies of life i call my own.. so blogging is like keeping record of the things that i have made sense of in this complicated world.

i used to be more emotional than i am today. i was so emotional.. thinking back.. i wonder how i made it.. and how my frens made it with someone like me ard.. heh.

particularly, i rmbr this incident when i was outside tampines mrt station with tingli at night.. for god knows reason. i think we were sec 2 then, or maybe sec 3. i dun rmbr. i bought this bubbles thing, the soapy liquid that allows u to blow bubbles out of it. i looked at the bubbles.. and saw how they disappear within seconds..
and i went, "isnt it so sad that the bubbles, being so beautiful, are yet so transient?"
ting, being her.. went "ok. stop." after giving me the what-the-hell look. i dunno if she ask me if i am going to cry or something. i wasn't but asking such a qn is bad enuf.

thinking back.. i cant believe i said that. probably typical of me to think that way but why the hell do i have to say it out for. if someone comes up to me and says something like that to me, i'll either run a million miles away in 1 sec or ask a million times if the person is ok.

i think over the years.. i have changed. and quite frankly, i do like the change that i see in myself. i dunno if i m really happier, but i think i am. afterall, how do you measure happiness?

starhub
ok.. so i met MEIQI on friday!! yay~ the 1st fren to visit me at SHTM since work started on monday. finally able to steal a 1 min break in between the rush. pure bliss. its been so busy at starhub and ppl are falling sick. it didnt help that sick people still come to work either due to shortage of manpower or after their MC runs out, but are still sick. *poor thing*

the crowd is horrendous. ppl are queuing like for 2 hours and are still queuing. today.. we had 47 in queue at some point in time and i m not surprise if it did exceed 50 people in queue. in fact, i just reached home at 1am. and am later reporting to work at 10am. such life.. but for the $, i'll do it mouth shut, no complains. well well.. the lure of the bucks.

so i will be working for 6 consecutive days, friday to next wednesday before i get my 4 consecutive days OFF (from thursday to sunday)!!! yay~ so i guess thats my motivation.

it feels better to work at starhub by the day as i see more of my people.. dorkie, angie. and hopefully jonas soon. i m getting a hang of most things now.. its not that hard to pick up from where i left off last june 2004 afterall.

i love the temp life at starhub.. esp. with xiang, yiyi, dorkie, ng, jonnie, mich, nommie.. they just make everything better and make me feel its all worth it.

i am proud to declare.. we sincerely love each other alot.