starhub = $$$ = happy?

i was about to lament how work at starhub sux now. how i dun feel like working anymore. how busy i am. blah blah.. then a chat with zonghan on MSN makes me realise i m again forgetting how fortunate i am compared to many.

still work sux. but since i am so lured by $$, i'll make the most out of it. make myself happy.
sometimes i do wish worklife can be simpler.. i dun like the fact it has so much politics. i would like to think that everyone is happy and loves one another alot. like us temps used to be..
being there now, its no longer my ground. our turf. we are now the minority. the "newbies". i dun like it at all. just 6mths ago.. we were the "boss", we rule the place, we call the shots. well.. almost.

you leave. others come. life goes on.. i think its time to accept the way of life.

just wednesday, i was serving this customer and suddenly i thot if i din like the work environment, maybe i can derive pleasure from serving my customers instead.. like making them leave SHTM happy/satisfied. at least i m doing my job and i have my babes to rely on.. yiyi, xiang, dorkie, angie and jonnie. i m not trying to form a closed circle again.. i just have no time to make u accept me as the masses.. or simply.. i cant be bothered and i dun wan it.

maybe.. i shld do just that. i will smile and make life good for myself.