starhub. starhub. more starhub.

tmr is my last day of work before i get my 4 solid days of break!! yippie~ i am so HAPPY!!!

1stly it will mean i finally get to rest. i m so deadbeat.. mentally and physically exhausted. i need a break!!! a break to rest!! a break from hubbing!!! gosh..

2ndly it will mean collin dear will be back!!! from his exercise at TAIWAN. bet he's enjoying his R&R at taiwan this very moment. *just be good and dun do anything notti. heh.* but i think.. i trust him. so i m actually not reading anything into his 4 days of R&R despite all that "horror" stories i hear from many. haha. ah.. just wave it away.. i watched this show many years ago. i dun rmbr what show anymore.. but the show taught me something that i brought along me with thru out these years..

"if you can lie to me forever, i'll treat whatever you said as the truth."

its a sad thing. to have someone lie to you.. but if you never knew its a lie.. so to you.. its the truth right? but heaven is watching.. i dun believe you can keep a lie forever. so yup..

jonnie is back today.. i m so so happy to see him!!!! my slut!!! its like reliving the good old days! now we have dorkie, angie, xiang, yiyi, me and sylvester (who will be back tmr)! aahhh.. i love my sluts.
stupid dorkie squeeze my butt in full view of all the customers on the 1st day i met her at work. yesh.. both hands on both sides of my flaccid butt. the shop was damn crowded.
then you have randy who squeeze my arms each time he walks past me. luckily.. i nv have an issue with my arms. so its ok.
jonnie came back today and poke his fingers on my waist.. gosh.. the love handles. i am feeling fatter by the minute.
today on the way back home.. i realise my thighs are really becoming thunderous. its not a FAT issue.. i am just so untone. all over. squishy wobbly fats. i dun believe in dieting. i know very well what i need.. I NEED TO EXERCISE. but i am busy and lazy. argh.. i m such disappointment. swear i'll start some form of exercising regime during my 4 days break. i must, i must, i must!

i haven go down to maple to get my cleansing lotion yet. sigh.. i m really busy and mostly lazy. procastinating till forever. currently using my sis' Christian Dior eye and face lotion. whaahaha... but i still prefer the niks cleanser. it gives you this oily feeling but when you wipe dry ur face.. it feels good. watever.. i'll get my cleanser within the 4 days break too.

money or fun.. i chose money. thats y i m in starhub.
responsibility or fun.. i chose responsibility. i think i'll work on xmas. so many ppl wants Off on xmas.. i cant bring myself to request for Off. i mean.. its not the way to work right? they will need manpower for sure.
collin or starhub.. the only thing tat can make me change my mind will be collin i guess. my responsibility to him vs to starhub. i mean.. xmas means book out for him. so.. argh!! but i still think its only ethically right i work on xmas. i dun wanna think.. can i just dun work and they still give me money? no???



DUH!